Nessa Barrett – die first (official music video)
stream/download ‘die first’: https://Nessa.lnk.to/diefirst
in loving memory of Cooper Noriega
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Credits:
irector – Loris Russier @lorisrussier
Production Company – Radiance Pictures @radiancepictures
Executive Producer – Nuer Taqa @nuertaqa
Producer – Zoey Pressey @zoeypressey
Featuring – Patricia A Smith, Angelica Shalski, Rayna Lynn
Production Manager – Autumn Maschi @autumnmaschi
Director of Photography – Scott Siracusano @scott_siracusano
Production Designer – Jonric watts @jonricwatts
Stylist – Miso Dam @misodam
Editor – Olaf Woldan @olafwoldan
Color – Dante Giani @dantegiani
VFX – Retina Imageworks @retina_imageworks
1st AD – Marianne Amelinckx @kusalausa
1st AC – Theo Sturz @theosturz
2nd AC – Gabi Perez
Jib Op – Babak Mansouri @limitlessnow
Camera Intern – Destiny Gutierrez
Gaffer – Tate McCurdy @tatemccurdy
BBE – Colvin Ang @colvinang
Key Grip – Pablo Lopez
BBG – Collin Gallivan
Makeup – Vix McGrath @vixavage
Hair – Lovette Limones @lovettecandice
Art Director – Yingxi Wang
Set Dresser -Andrew Caso
Carousel Manager – Mitch Malone
Medic – Harout Klian
Truck PA – Lee Gonzales
Set PA – Sebastian Romero @sebbromero
Set PA – Alexa Caselle @
Set PA – Memetjan Semet @memetjan_semet
MoHo Driver – Pete Gomez
BTS – Jaysen Stewert
Snake Wrangler – Rick
Dove Wrangler – PePe
Lyrics:
You’re
All i ever wanted
So how come I’m still haunted
By these thoughts inside my head
You love me
but no matter what you say
There’s only one of two ways
that this is gonna end
Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies
i hope i die first
Cause i don’t wanna live without you
I don’t wanna ever learn
How to fall asleep you without you
Tell me what’s worse
Losing you now or later?
Maybe i can break the curse
And I can be in love forever
If i die first
I hope i die first
I can be in love forever if i die first
You’re my fire and my safety
You’d never mean to break me
And That’s why I’m afraid
Cause some day everybody’s leaving
You promise that you’ll stay
But that’s a promise you can’t make
Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies
I hope i die first
Cause i don’t wanna live without you
I don’t wanna ever learn
How to fall asleep you without you
Tell me what’s worse
Losing you now or later?
Maybe i can break the curse
And I can be in love forever
If i die first
I hope i die first
I can be in love forever if i die first
If I die first
I hope I die first
I can be in love forever
Love forever
Love forever
If I die first
Can’t escape it that’s how it works
Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies
#nessabarrett #diefirst
I am beyond proud of nessa how far she has came in life, for the struggles and reality what she faces I know it’s very hard to compete to but her music has inspired me so much and changed my ways just to live to here her music I hope she goes on tour whenever she feels comfortable to start doing that I would absolutely want to see the person who has made such a huge impact on my life and such an inspiratinal and motivator who provides us with such a beautiful and talented voice so unique and soft texture to her music is the moment and im in for it im so proud of you nessa love you.
yea
@88GLAM wdym?
Love this sm
Finally it’s here https://youtu.be/GzRfqIt3Qq8
That’s cool that she has inspired you so much!
so proud of you nessa. this song has even more meaning to us and especially you. you’re incredibly strong and such a good person in this cruel world. i had a friend pass away on new years of 2021 from a heroin overdose. shit is not easy. i still cry about it randomly and feel guilty for pushing her away rather than trying to help her. all i can tell you is that you do come to terms with it over time. you have a lot of healing to do and i hope you find peace and happiness within yourself. cooper is beyond proud of all that you’ve accomplished and he’s with you always. much love 💗
i’m incredibly proud of nessa. she’s come so far from “pain” to “die first” . all of her projects are beautiful. this was coopers favourite and i know it will be for many others too. to cooper 🕊🤍 3:00
The lyrics narrate the story of how she feels about a certain someone that she doesn’t want to let go of that person or fall asleep without them. Because love is an illusion and breaks there is No Noise, No Pieces of the broken Object. There is only a feeling of emptiness, guilt and Memories of that person. A void that can’t be filled. So she wills to ‘Die first’ not wanting that person to leave her behind .not wanting to let go of them or wanting her illusions to be shattered. When she enters the Shop she sees an object and starts imagining her there. Probably refering to that person or their memory with her and how she always wants to be them even if it means her dieing first.
the fact this was his favorite song on the album is so heart wrenching. he should still be here with us. this song is so amazing i’m so proud of nessa and so is cooper❤️
This song is everything, it’s ours now to relate to however we can and want. But mostly it’s coopers. He’s looking down hyping you up more then he ever has before. If I, someone who you’ve never met before, can be this incredibly proud of you, I can’t even begin to comprehend how proud coop must feel right now. Nessa you are truly a gem in this rotten world, let cooper keep the fire in you safe, make sure to never lose it. This song is a absolute masterpiece made by a beautiful soul for another beautiful Soul🎠🕊🖤
@Gracie Wasson 🖤
I couldn’t have said this better!🥺💙
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Nessa I’m proud of you, EVERYONE IS PROUD OF U. stay strong bestie.
I think this is her best song, they’re all good but I really like this one. I love you Nessa!
100% die first is her best song she ever did , and i have no doubt the whole album will be fire
this is so chilling knowing this was written long before copper’s passing unknowing that she would need this song later🕊🤍rip coop
This song means everything🖤
You are strong, and even though Coop is not there, he is, looking down from heavens. Thank you so much for this one, this one is everything 🖤