Bella Poarch – Living Hell (Official Music Video)
My first EP “Dolls” is out now💛 Listen here: http://bellapoarch.lnk.to/Dolls-EP
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CREDITS:
Director – Andrew Donoho
Creative Director – Sub Urban
Production Company – Obsidian
Executive Producer – Doug Klinger
Head of Production – Anna Heinrich
Producer: Jami Arceo
Producer: Paul Young Lee
Director’s Rep – Doug Klinger at Reprobates
Production Manager – Kelsey Anderson
Director of Photography – Julian Kapadia
1st Assistant Director – Mike Estrella
2nd Assistant Director – Benjamin Salvador
1st AC – Jacob Perry
2nd AC – Jake Dugger
Ronin Op – Adam Hull
Gaffer – Justin Garcia
BBE – Harper Thomas
Electric – Zach Stilwel
Electric – Yoann Cifuentes
Key Grip – Jon Coyne
BBG – Natalie Coyne
Grip – Anthony Santos
Grip – Johnathan La
Driver – Austin Murillo
Production Designer – Wesley Goodrich
Art Director – Carter McNeil
Choreographer and Movement Coach – Monika Felice Smith
Stunts – Tony Snegoff
Artist SFX Makeup – Sasha Glasser
Artist SFX Makeup Assistants – Malina Stearns & Hannah Starke
Artist Wardrobe Stylist – Aquiles
Artist Hair – Donovan Domingo
Artist Makeup – Jose Corella
Artist MGMT – Danny Kang, Aryan Mahyar, Gabriella Pulley & Francisco Montiel
Young Bella – Kendall Nguyen
Post Producers – Nazeli Kodjoian and Maria Rinaldi at Sunset Post
Editors – Andre Jones at Sunset Post
Color – Matt Osborne at Company 3
Color Grade Producer – Dan Butler
VFX Supervisor – Andrew Donoho
VFX Producer – Denhov Visuals
Additional Roto & Paint – Vitaly Verloff
Beauty – Sunset Post
Label Commissioner – Norman Wonderly & Devin Sarno
Special thanks to Cash App for helping make this all possible! 💚
LYRICS:
[Verse 1]
You know I don’t believe in ghosts Or letting people close
I’m good at letting go
You kiss my lips until they’re colder Think you’re in control but
But I should let you know
[Pre-Chorus]
Well, the good guys don’t always get the glory
Can’t you see the warning signs?
[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it’s true (Know it’s true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin’ hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
[Verse 2]
Chew you up and spit you out
And still you come around
So I can watch you drown
Hate when you tell me that you’ll wait
Like you think that I could change
When I’ve always been this way
[Pre-Chorus]
Well, the good guys don’t always get the glory
Can’t you see the warning signs?
[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it’s true (Know it’s true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin’ hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
[Bridge]
I’m haunted by the words you say
When I can’t say that I feel the same
Admit you’ll always be alone
And baby you should know
I’m only gonna ghost
[Chorus]
I can make your life a living hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
Wish this was a love you never felt and you know it’s true (Know it’s true)
Love me, love me
Trust me with that heart of yours
Feels so heavy
Lying on the bedroom floor
I can make your life a livin’ hell if I wanted to (Wanted to)
#BellaPoarch #LivingHell #DollsEP
Living Hell is a story about my childhood. It’s a story about how I struggled growing up inside a real-life living hell in a tiny room in the Philippines. My whole life, I’ve been trying to escape my childhood trauma, my living hell, and no matter how much therapy I do, no matter how much medicine I take, and no matter how far I try to run away…it always comes back to haunt me. The music video is inspired by my childhood room. My room was yellow and had a lock on the outside. Yellow because it was a color I was forced to like growing up. It was my parents way of letting me know that they have the power in the house. And a lock on the outside because my parents wanted to make sure that I didn’t escape when I was in there. It was really hard for me to relive this while shooting the music video. I really want to talk to you more about it when I’m ready. Sorry for the essay the reason I’m writing this because I want all of you who are reading this and all of you who have supported me along this journey to understand that I love you more than you know. You guys are my escape. You guys are why I wake up everyday. You guys are the reason that I’m able to break free from this mess and in my darkest times, understand that things are going to be okay. I truly can’t thank you enough and I want you to know that I’m here for you the same way that you’re here for me. To anyone who is also going through their own living hell, you will escape and I’ll be right there by your side. This one’s for you💛
I love your music and you are so amazing that I am really jealous but I still am happy when I hear your songs. sorry that’s what you went through when you were younger. we are all here to stay with u and always care for you so yeah BTW I’m watching from Ireland🇮🇪🤝🏼🇵🇭
I love you very much Bella, you are a strong and wonderful girl who deserves many beautiful things in this life and I sincerely hope that you achieve everything you set out to do.
You are amazing and never give up, your fans are here for you, never forget that, precious.
We love you bella! Ur so strong💗
Thank you for you incredible heart whelming words..in life we all face ups and down but bad things also do happen for a reason because good times knocking at the door at filled with full surprises. I’m beyond blessed with your words. Love you to the moon and back.<3
So sad 😔
Goddamn she’s good. Really feel like she’ll be high up on the charts with her music. Good job.
AYO WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE
@Scummy Mummy you know what sometimes the views is not the basis for you to say these song is bop but you can tell that the song if you already heard it and if you understand the message of the music 😂🤣
@Tommylmit 🅥 lol smh yes after so long of a traumatic childhood of doing chores. Foh
We can all agree, Bella’s voice is magical
https://youtu.be/7CxRtwnsTV0
Finally it’s here after so long
she has a super unique style too! also definitely check out ”living hell thnked remix” its such an good edit!!!
Greetings! Kindly look up an artist named *’Enexello’* . He’s really good! I’m sure you’ll like some of his work.
Thanks a bunch.
Your song and music video are so good. Sorry you had to go through such hard childhood trauma. Glad you made it this far, see where you’re standing now! Sending many hugs.
This is on some different level. Music Production & Song sounds absolutely 🔥🔥
agreed and her style is so unique to me, but check out ”living hell thnked remix” its such an good remix edit of this song!
I always appreciate people who express themselves through art, like this one. The anger, rhe sadness, every emotion was able to be poured out into something amazing, and i can see and feel it in this video
https://youtu.be/7CxRtwnsTV0
Finally its here after so long
I really like your voice, it’s so soothing and charming
@Sxvn wrld 🥤🌎 Greetings! Kindly look up an artist named *’Enexello’* . He’s really good! I’m sure you’ll like some of his work.
Thanks a bunch.
i love the song but i am disapointed that we did not get to see bella in her gothic knickers again
This is my favourite song from you yet. The funny thing is, nothing I owned growing up was yellow, because I made sure my “family” never knew I loved it. I’d make up a different favourite color every few years in a cycle, because yellow would have been just another tool to control me. Since moving out, almost everything I own is yellow. Freedom. This video is a beautiful expression of a painful childhood, an inverted mirror. Thank-you so much for this song. 💛
Bella, you are so talented. You are one of the greatest artists of this generation and I’m glad I can be one of your fans! Keep going! We love you Queen <3
Wow, seeing the part with Little Bella actually really made me tear up because you’ve come so far and done so well. I’m happy to be a fan and happy to support you, Bella. You’re absolutely amazing and so fucking strong and I admire that. I cannot wait to see what’s next for you and I can’t wait to see your career skyrocket